Thanksgiving

Well, I must admit this is a post I did not want to make nor did I think I was going to have to make. At my nine week check up my doctor could not find a heart beat, but this can often happen early in pregnacy so he did some blood tests and another ultrasound and confirmed it was a miss carriage. This came as such a complete shock because I was so sick and my symptoms never tappered off at all, so I was so horribly sick when I should of been feeling better. My doctor said it was a missed miss carriage and my body never registered that it was a miss carriage. Since the miss carriage happened a while earlier we sheduled a surgery to get everything cleaned out so I could feel better and move on. I must say it had been a crazy eleven weeks full of sickness and emotion, but I feel that I got pregnant for a reason and it is all in the lords hands and I need to have faith to better understand it.
I am very grateful for my wonderful husband who took care of me every day and shows me his strength and faith everyday. I am grateful for my loving family for their love and support. And for my friends who helped take care of me, brought me dinner and cleaned my house, when I was stuck in bed. Although the thought of getting pregnant again makes me excited it also makes me feel nervous. There is always that fear that it will happen again and I am not looking forward to getting so sick again. My my body needs some time to recover and I am going to put my trust in the lord.

Baby time

Well, I think it is time to announce that we are having a baby!
We are so excited and can't wait till June to welcome our little bundle of joy.
I am eight weeks pregnant and up untill seven weeks I was feeling great, but oh how that changed. As soon as the seventh week hit oh boy did I start getting sick. Infact it came on so suddenly that my mom thought it was the flu. After throwing up almost none stop for a couple hours mom finally gave me some medicine to help me stop, and it worked for almost a day. I finally went into urgent care cuz I wad throwing up much and do dehydrated, and they were able to get me two ivys which helped and the doctor gave me some medicine to help me some. The doctor diagnosed me with Hyperemesis Gravidarum which is the worst form of morning sickness. Not fun, but the doctor said the baby is healthy and this will pass after my first trimester ends so I am counting the days.
I am not one for posting much on facebook so I will be posting all my updates and pictures on here.

Disney Land!!

We went to Disney land with Doug's best friend and his wife! It was really fun!

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the hike was about 10 miles down to the canyon we camped at. It was a beautiful hike but I had a pretty hard time with it. Doug and I got some old packs from Craigs list and I was in pain!!! My feet were so blistered up that I literally sad in the side of the trail and cried. But once I pushed past the pain it was so worth it and we had a great time. Since my feet were so torn up I had to take a helicopter out of the cannon. I feel kinda guilty because Doug hiked out but the helicopter ride was so much fun!!!! You can tell on my mother in law's face how fun it was!!! Doug had some blister's on his feet too, turns out his hiking shoes were way too big for his feet, so he hiked out in his water shoes. But his feet felt good, so it all worked out.

up dates

So I am sitting here reading and admiring other blogs and it is so fun to see what my friends have been up to and I look at my blog and the last time I have updated has been since January. Haha So here I am again at an attempt to up date a few of the thing Doug and I have been up to. We went with Doug's family and went back packing in Havasupi which is by the grand canyon. I don't have that many pictures on my camera but it was really beautiful.

Valentines

For Valentine's day, Doug uprised me and put a huge sign on our porch. Then when I walked into the house it was filled with huge heart balloons. Each balloon had a picture and on the back he wrote a reason why he loves me that went with the picture. It was so cute and will be a valentine's to rememeber.

New Year, New me

Well, as the New Year has approached, it has been a new beginning for me. Doug and I have decieded that it was time for me to quit my full time job as an assistant director at a day care, and continue with my hair career. I am nervous for this change but very excited. I will have more time to post some pictures and more regular up dates. We have some fun trips coming up so I will post on those some. And Hawaii is stil coming... Last time I went to post my computer was acting weird so I have not posted those yet. But soon...